finished

This should be my first english blog article.

Because my notebook is still not work, and i am so hard to type in chinese, so I have to use english.

Actually, I dislike use and read english.

 

The competition novel was finished and sumbitted before deadline.

In the few days before deadline, I have to write the novel by hand and "drive the night car".

Because notebook have problem, in this few days I spend most of my time on the novel, and no time to find people repair the notebook. It may be the advantage of no notebook that I can concentrate on novel, but writing by hand is really quite inconvenient.

The process is quite hard, and on the day before deadline, I write novel in midnight until 5am to finish the whole story, and sleep 2 hours and go to work.........

Although it is hard, it is happy that I can finish and submit it successfully that time.

Moveover, since I keep writing and writing  before, I do not want to write anything now and have to rest for some time, haha. In fact, before my notebook work again, I think I will not write novel because I will not write by hand if not necessary.

Now I may want to read more books, I think I read too little in recent time, I may need to import more to myself.

 

I hope my notebook will back as soon as possible and I can use chinese in next blog.

黑

今年比賽的死線前，好像都不能讓我安心地寫小說。

上次是有其他事分散注意，

今次卻是我的 notebook 壞了。

它的 mon 的 back light 不會亮，我現在只能看著暗黑的畫面勉強在用，看得很辛苦。

這次的小說應該要用手寫的了。

浮上水面

最近都在潛水，稍為浮一浮上來。

很佩服那些專欄作家和每日更新的網誌主人，為什麼可以每天都有想法和點子呢？他們的腦袋到底是用什麼來做的？

不過沒想法，又會否是另一種好處？

 

比賽還剩下約一星期，只寫了很少很少，實在太懶。

沒有什麼期望，只希望可以及時完成和遞交，和寫到一個自己喜歡的故事。

故事的男主角還是老樣子，寫完這篇大概應該要改變一下，或許試寫一下花心帥哥。

 

每個星期都在期盼週末的到來，身處平日時只想時間快點過去，可是週末在一星期中只佔了兩天，餘下的五天都不享受，即是我的生活中有七分之五的時間都過得不好，想到這裡感到有點可悲。

復活節假期

今年的復活節假好像很｢充實｣，好幾天不在家，明天便要上班，現在很累，很不想去上班。

還是討厭自己。

有時也不想這裡太負面，不過或許就是負面情緒才要抒發，而事實上我也不覺得有什麼開心事值得分享。

我喜歡發夢，所以也想寫有夢的故事。

最近在構想的，打算拿來參賽的故事，就是有關夢的。

不過總覺得有點矛盾，故事表達相信夢想的信息，可是現實的我卻存著疑問。

真的有可能嗎？現實中真的可以找到自己的夢嗎？

自己寫的東西，自己卻不相信。

很有自打嘴巴的感覺。